Kate Garraway has actually revealed that she still gets up in the the night stressing that she hasn't provided her late hubby Derek Draper his medication.

The TV speaker and broadcaster, 58, reflected on his end of life care in an honest brand-new interview on Wednesday.

Derek died at the age of 56 in January 2024 following a four-year battle with long Covid.

Speaking in The Sun, she informed of how those tough years remain in her ideas.

She discussed: 'I still wake up in the middle of the night stressing that I have not offered him his medicine, or that I have forgotten to move him every hour to avoid the painful contractions in his limbs.

Kate Garraway has actually revealed that she still awakens in the the night panicking that she hasn't given her late hubby Derek Draper his medication

The TV speaker and broadcaster, 58, reviewed his end of life care in a candid new interview on Wednesday

'The next 2nd I realise he no longer needs that care. There is a moment of relief - that I did not let him down - before a tsunami of unhappiness hits.

'Caring takes control of your whole life. You do not begrudge it, however you suffer since of it.'

In 2023, Kate was hospitalised with 'excruciating' chest discomforts after suffering severe tension while partner Derek was in recovery.

She needed medical help of her own after being woken by the 2am alarm she sets each night for Good Morning Britain - and discovering she could not relocate to turn it off.

In her book, The Strength Of Love, the speaker described how she then felt a 'searing discomfort' in her chest and was immediately taken to the nearest A&E for tests.

Kate has been hectic juggling a stressful work schedule, as the true extent of her debts are revealed.

She has actually honestly discussed how she has actually been entrusted financial obligations between ₤ 500,000 and ₤ 800,000 after looking after her late husband Derek.

In addition to tackling debts associated with the ₤ 16,000 a month expenses for his care, a brand-new liquidator's report has actually exposed the large tax costs that are yet to be paid by Derek's now-defunct psychotherapeutic company Astra Aspera.

Derek died at the age of 56 in January 2024 following a four-year battle with long Covid (seen in 2007)

She described: 'I still wake up in the middle of the night stressing that I have not provided him his medicine'

The company, which was jointly controlled by Kate, went bust owing numerous thousands of pounds to lenders, consisting of a big costs to HMRC.

Kate has actually been busy promoting her numerous work projects as her financial obligations tower above her but it's not the first time the broadcaster has had to handle financial concerns.

In 2012, 2 other companies collectively managed by Derek and Kate failed.

Fulfill Media Ltd had debts amounting to ₤ 922,807, that included ₤ 88,486 owed to HMRC, ₤ 90,882 to trade creditors, and ₤ 462,808 in '3rd party loans'.

At the exact same time, Countrymouse Media Ltd, was liquidated owing ₤ 189,121, that included ₤ 98,944 to the taxman and ₤ 48,000 on an overdrawn directors loan account. Derek and Kate were both personally owed ₤ 24,000 each by the business.

In January 2024, it was reported that Kate may need to offer the home to repay her present financial obligations with one source stating: 'It has cost numerous countless pounds to care for Derek and do whatever she might to get him better however it's left her struggling.'

But hard-working Kate has actually been on a self-promotion blitz amid her newest monetary problems.

Alongside her routine GMB work, the star plugged her Smooth Radio reveal today, exposing she was 'chuffed' that the lunch break program now reached 2.8 million listeners.

She has likewise been teasing her signing in perhaps one of the most expected TV programs of year - Celebrity Traitors.

Together with the likes of Stephen Fry, Alan Carr and Jonathan Ross Kate headed to Scotland a few weeks ago to film the spin off of the blockbuster BBC series.

Meanwhile, in February she was announced as the host of a brand-new Dubai-set podcast and YouTube series - DXB Unheard.

Each of the 8 episodes, which are launched weekly, feature interviews with Emiratis and Dubai locals 'who have actually left an enduring mark on the city.'

She shot the series in 2015 and has confessed that she found it 'intriguing' to discover how people lived their lives at a time when she was pondering her future plans.

Kate previously exposed that Derek's ₤ 16,000-a-month care expenses eclipsed her GMB income, confessing in a 2023 interview that she could not even afford to have the heating on in October.

Kate Garraway was hospitalised with 'distressing' chest pains due to stress amid other half Derek Draper's COVID-19 fight: 'I believed I was having a cardiovascular disease'

Speaking before her other half's death, Kate stated: 'Derek's care expenses more than my wage from ITV and that is before you pay for a mortgage, before you pay any household expenses, before you pay for anything for the kids, so we are at a crunch point.

'I am in financial obligation. I can't earn adequate money to cover my financial obligation because I am handling Derek's care and I can't even use the cash I do need to support Derek's recovery, due to the fact that it's going on the fundamentals all the time.'

In May in 2015, Kate candidly revealed she's resorted to withdrawing cash from her pension pot to pay the big expenses throughout a conversation about the NHS and personal care on GMB.

Sharing the outcomes of a study that revealed one in five Brits are getting themselves into debt while moneying private treatment, she confessed: 'I am doing something similar myself.

'I have actually had to withdraw the bit you can tax complimentary from my pension to pay for belated bills for my hubby, who has actually now died.

'People are needing to do things - it wasn't a huge pension in the first place - which aren't what they conserved for.'

Addressing the most recent HMRC filing, Kate's representative told MailOnline on Wednesday that the 'shocked' TV star 'does not recognise these figures' and touches with HMRC to make certain she 'honours what is required'.

In 2023 Kate was even hospitalised with 'excruciating' chest discomforts after suffering severe stress while hubby Derek was in healing

Their declaration checked out: 'Kate has met all that the liquidators of Derek's business have asked for and more over the previous 4 years.

'She doesn't recognise these figures and is shocked that it's being provided in this way by them.

'Taking care of Derek and supporting her household when Derek might no longer run his own businesses has taken a big financial toll on her but she's figured out to put things right.

'She remains in constant contact with HMRC to ensure she honours what's needed from Derek's now defunct company.'

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